Finally

Finally, the tests are over, but I have to wait on Monday. The teacher only can tells me the result that I pass or not pass. Of cruse, I want to pass this semester. Everyone who wants to pass he/she tests.
Today, my uncle had to see Doctor and I went with him. After that we came home, we had to cut another tree on the front near by barge. They wanted to cover barge, they didn't want let people see. Every week we have to do something. Sometimes it breaks and we have to fix.

Last nigh I could sleep because I warried about it

I hope tonight I can sleep little bit, but I don't feel want to sleep. I hate that happen to me because tomorrow morning I will full sleep in the class. Oh yeah today, I suppose had to go to writing center, but I didn't feel well. I got headache that why I did go. This week had many tests. I should relax little bit. Usually, I go to writing center once a week. I would like to spend my time go to writing center for helps. I think this year I get a lot improve my English skills. I really have gratitude for everyone who helps me.
Later, I went to wait my older sister drove me home. I didn't have to spend $2:50 dollar. I could save my little money. I never ask someone to gives money for me. I work hard to make some money for me go to school. My salary only for my tuition. If this time I can't pass, I might stop school. I don't want to give up, but I really have heart time to do what I have do. I hope someone can understand me how hard I live in the Untied States.
Sometimes, I think something bad thing happen, I want to cry. I cry many time already. Usually, I tell myself to be strong girl. A lot bad happen to do and I have a lot work to do. Only myself know how hard of my life to live in the world.

Today I have writing test

I think my writing might not pass. Anyway, I just want to pass this semester and go to high level. I hope " Oh My God help me Please". When I left class, I called myself "stupid". I went to bus station with Harold and Paul. We talked together and they made me feel better. I needed to talk to someone when I feel sad. When I got on bus, they both took another bus. I was happy to have new friends in my classmate. At home I didn't speak a lot. I just did what I should do. Today, I helped my aunt to clean the destck and some chairs. After that I went to kitchen to look something to eat. Later I brought my dog went to walk around 20 minute. The weather was nice it wasn't cold. It was good for me to walk around and make me feel relax. Also, I went to nap a little bit. I couldn't sleep because my brain keep thinking something. That really nosy me. Now, I'm going to study something.

Party Day

This morning I woke up a little late. My dog went to my bedroom to make me up. First, I went to kitchen to find some to eat. When I saw the clack, I said Oh my god it was late go to school. I Hurry ran to my bedroom took my bag and then I said to my aunt " I had to go to school bye". I ran to supermarket to buy some drink for school party. I had to run to wait bus. I had to carry heavy this things. I walked 20 minute to school. When I went to the party, I saw many students in the party. I took some pictures with my teachers and my friends. I had fun with them. I with Harold and Pual all day long. We listened the music and saw other students and teachers danced. We could try many different food form different countries. Oh I tried Harold made food. It was so good he made. I enjoyed to eat different foods. Today, I really happy to with all my friends.

Yesterday, I was busy doing the hosework

My uncle and I were to Chinese supermarket to buy some food. When we came back home, we had a lot of work to do. A dog made broke the back yard door and my uncle had to fix it. I was helping my aunt going the plans. Oh I brought some flowers for my aunt mother day. She likes flowers so much. Inside the house everywhere had many different kind flowers. Even, back yard. There were many plans; apple tree, rose, pear tree, blueberry tree, etc. Also, outside of the desk had many different flowers. By way, I had to help her to do something. Some flowers she wanted to take out and plan on the ground. So I had to make a hole to put another plan on the ground. After that I went to cut a small tree down because that tree was necessary. I pent an hour to cut a small tree. I was tiring, my face was red and my hands a most get burn. I used hacksaw to cut small tree. And then I had to clean the floor and bathroom. During the day, at the night I had to clean my bedroom. It wasn't only on weekend clean the house. We have to clean the house everyday. I work four days a week and I can't help them to clean the house. Usually, my uncle come home from work. He has to cook every night. And then he has to mop the kitchen floor, basement, and bathroom. Later he has to pick me up, if I have to work.

Raining Raining day

Today is raining day. I don't like rain because I have to carry umbrella. Also, it's easy easy make people full sleep. Especial me, I was fulling sleep at the class this morning. I didn't pay attention to the teacher. Of course, I didn't that happened to me. After broke time, I ask my classmate helps me to buy a coffee. "Oh my god" later, I have to go work. I'm afraid about rain because it is makes less customs go out. I don't know what else w I can do. I have to wait time hours and another hours. If store isn't busy, I feel time goes so easy. I like store is busy because I have something to do and I don't feel boredom.

Tonight someone has birthday

I go to Chinatown with my aunt and my uncle. We go to Temple together. After that I go to cut my hair because tonight is me birthday. My aunt buys me a present and my uncle buys a birthday cake and some meat for BBQ. We have a BBQ party. My older brother makes BBQ for 5 hours. My older sister bring her friends come over. I'm enjoy my birthday party. Everyone sinning " Happy Birthday to me". Also, my uncle takes some pictures. I have fun with him.

To day I go to writing center

I will spend my time to go writing center. Sometimes I feel too tried go to center, but I need learn more. I have to improve my English skills. I hope semester that I can pass to go next Level. Little by little learn English. Someday, I will get better English. learn English is not easy for me. Sometimes I don't know what should I do.

full sleep in bus

Today my teacher did go to school because she had family emergence. That's why she couldn't come to school. I hope she family would be OK and get better. Oh I had bad because I took bus home. I was sleep in bus and I forgot wake up to check. And then the bus pass over, I suppose get out of bus. After that I walked home around 20 minus. When I got home, I put my package in my bedroom. I was very hungry and I went to kitchen to see had something to eat. Later on I go to do my homework and I was feeling tried. I was sleep on the sofa. When my uncle came home, I went to my bedroom to take nap again. I thought I'm a big pig.

Today go to mall again

Today, I had to go to writing cancer. My older sister was wait for me to the mall with her. She had to wait for me 1 hour. When I finished writing cancer, I had to call her. That I went to the parking line. After that we went to the mall together. Finally, She found a dress that she liked to wear. We spent 3 hours to buy her dress. Also I brought two pair snicks and their was on sale. We also brought two fake nail. Tomorrow you can see my hands new nails.

I went to mall with my older sister

Today is rain day, of course I don't like rain day. After class my older sister drove me home. We eta lunch together and my aunt. When we finished lunch my older sister asked me did you want to mall? and I said OK let go to mall. She wanted to buy a wedding dress. We went to Macy's mall and Macy's Roosevelt flit mall. I went to mall to help her found a dress. It was hard to dress, some dress didn't 3 side. She did try on, but dress didn't have her side. Anyway we didn't buy anything. We had to been home 3:30 pm and we didn't have enough time to walk around. Maybe tomorrow we go to mall again. She will find a dress that she likes.

Today I have bad mood

After work my uncle comes to pick me up. I go to take a shown. I was mad at someone who talk to someone on back talked about me. I hate person do that say something about other people. I think that kind person is talking to much. And then I just walk outside to take breath. It will make me feel a little relax. Tonight I eat dinner by myself because before is time and I just left.

On Sunday I call my family

I call my family, I talk to my father, my mother and my older sister. They are find, I'm glad they are OK. My father doesn't feel well because he is sick most couple months. I really worry about his health. I hope he will become better and better. Sometimes, I think I should go back China to visit them. I don't have time because I have go to school and work. I don't see them so long. I only sent my picture back to China. I feel bad for my father. My grandmother and my grandfather got older and older. I hope when I have time, I will go back to visit them. When I talked to them, I was crying. I don't know why. I guess, I miss them so much. I don't call them all time and than my father says to me that when I have time to call home. I know they miss me a lot of me. I miss them, too.

To clean basement with someone

Today my uncle goes to flashion to see Doctor and I with him to been there. I stay at the car to wait for him. Today rain all day long and I don't like at all. I like rain because I have to carry umbrella and it hard to walk at the street. Later we come home and I have to put some food on the refrigerator. And than I have to clean basement with someone. Also I have to map the floor. It is 6:35 pm I have give children food.

today

Today I have work. I'm lazy to go because sometimes don't have many customs come to store. I feel bring and time to so slow. I don't know what else that I can do. Sometimes I like my boss go somewhere else. So I can talk with coworker. I don't have to worry about time. Look at Walther it like most going to rain. If it raining day and people don't want go to outside. That mean more less customs go to store. Every time I wait time it sometimes go so fast and sometimes go very slow. I like more customs come because I have something to do. The time will go fast because I don't feel bring.

fun

This morning I woke up very later and than I study a little bit. I were Nat on the bed. I didn't eat breakfast, I started eat most 1:00 pm. Later I went to kitchen to take something to eat. After that I brought my dog go to back yard play ball line together. I ran over and over, my dog follow me ran. The Walther was nice, but it was Winny. I thought it funny sometimes hot and sometimes cold and sometimes warm. That would make people easy got sick. Every had to be careful

bring day

Today I have a big mood because I think I have bad life. Nobody understand me how I feel. I'm not feel happy about my life. Everyday doing some as I have to do School, work,and housework. Also I dog make mess at back yard and than I have to clean. I didn't go anywhere, sometimes I really want go somewhere.

Today I have to work 7 hours

Every Sunday I start work at 12:00 am. I leave house about 8:50 am. I bring my homework go to work. So I can my homework or study some English at work. Any I have time to do what I want to do. I have 3 hours to do. The business isn't good not so many customs come to store. I feel the time go so slow because I don't have anything to do. I don't feel uncomfortable sit there. I can't read book at work and I feel boring at work. I tell myself that I want go home, but I can't make more money.

I'm help my older sister clean her bedroom and I also play with my dog in back yard

After class I took bus home and I go to kitchen to find something to eat. Later my older sister came home and I went her bedroom to help her clean the room. Her had so many stuff and I have no idea, I just want to put everything on the garbage. However those stuff wasn't my, I couldn't bring those things drown garbage. I had to map her table stuff and clean other thing. And than I brought her dirty clothes downstairs for my aunt to clean her clothes. When I finish work, I took my dog go to back yard play with me. I drew the ball and he ran to get ball for me. I ran a little bit with him. Today I had a bad luck because my dog bite my butt. My butt was painful. I didn't mad him because I think he mistakes. It wasn't his fault.

On Firday I met one Chinese girl in conversation Lab

Her mane is Lina. I was first time I saw her. I didn't know her was Chinese. I found out from classmate. Teacher gave classmate paper and we walked around to ask question each of students. And then I started to ask her what part of China. We spoke a little bit Chinese because other student said " you two had to speak English in class". Any we had to speak English each other. After class we saw each other again.

This weekend I go to Chinatown and flushing with my uncle

I go to Chinatown and flushing with my uncle. We go to buy some Chinese food. It is lunches time and I go to buy my country side food. I go to buy lunch to share with my uncle. I don't like those foods because it taste different from my mother makes. When we get home, I have to help my aunt to clean the garage after that I help my change gas. Every weekend I have a lot of work. Tomorrow, I have go to work whole day long. I don't have to rest and relax.

waite for someone for nothing

Today I wait for my older sister drives my home, but she doesn't at school. She goes home early today and she doest tell me. After I write to her a massage, but she doesn't send back. I tell myself forget about it and than I go to but station Wait for bus. I'm a little upset because I think she should tell and let me know. That happen two times already. First time I was wait for 35 minutes. I hope I have a car so I don't need to wait for someone and I don't to wait for bus. That will send my time to do other thing.

I don't feel like to talk because in my mine think a lot of things

I don't know what I'm thinking about. It is just lot work to do. I have go to school and I have go to work everyday doing same thing over and over. I feel upset all time, I think I have impress about school and work. Today I go to work and the business is not good. I have to find something to do. Most I full sleep at work and than I talk to coworker. When I talk to someone else, I will wake little bit. I hope have fun someday.

On Sunday I didn't to go work and I go to Chinatown with my family

This is my new bed.

On Sunday I went to Chinatown with my family. We went to temple after that we went to Chinese restaurant. There food was good, I love it. I did go to some store, but I didn't buy anything. And then we had to hurry to be home because some people began my bed to my room. So we had be home. I had to clean my room. Almost during a day long. I never took rest, I mean every time that I had something to do. Even I don't have work on Sunday I have to other things. I always busy I don't know why.

what did I do today and maybe bad things

Yesterday my boss told me that I didn't have to come on Sunday. That is bad things because I make less money. Sometimes I think I have difficult life in the world. I know not only me, I mean many people have trouble live in the United States. Some people don't have job and they can't do anything. This morning I took my dog go to walk around 15min. My older brother played with our dog in back yard. And than I helped my aunt wash my uncle's car. She washed outside of car and I cleaned inside of car. The wealth wasn't cold. It is not very nice wealth because still had winning and sun didn't come out.

I'm happy for myself

Finally, I feel my writing get a little better. I will work hard and think hard to learn English. I do improve my English skills because I have a great teacher teach me. I like the way she teaches at the class. I think this semester, I get much better than before. I wouldn't stop study English. Sometime I really want to talk to teacher about How I learn and what else should do. Do you think, I'm doing good on the classwork? I worry about my English because I think I spend the time at school. I want to may sure that do I improve my English because my salary only pay for school. I don't make a lot of money. I don't want waste my time at school and my money.

Today I have a lot of work

I start do my homework and then I fall sleep around an hour. My uncle comes home from work and he has to cook for dinner. I only help him wash dish and bowl, etc. Later my uncle help me to take out of my bed because I buy new bed. My new bed come on Sunday. So tonight I have sleep at the floor. Also I help my aunt takes out of sofa because she buys new sofa. Many I will take pictures of my bed and sofa.

I have a new bed

My uncle and aunt go to Flashion to help me to buy a new bed. It cost $530 before is 600 even more. I should buy new bed because my back get a lot pain. That's why I realize to buy new bed. I had to pay little by little. I wanted to say God help me. I'm not only pay for new bed, I also pay other stuff school bill, clothes and food, etc. This summer I want go to school also. Almost I get headache everyday because I don't have enough money to use what I need to do. Every day doing same thing go to school, go to work and go to home. Sometimes I feel boring in life.

I'm going to talk a little about temple

Let me show something about Chinese temple. I will explain a little it. So you know what I am talking about. I take pictures of woods that I was talking at the class. Those woods are my uncle, but I didn't tell him that I took pictures of his woods. For example you make a wish and you tell budizen about your wish. Depend what kinds wish you make. Every years whole family go to temple especially in New Year because they want to have good new happen to them. Each number have different meaning. I always tell nudizen to help me to have a good health, I have to be nice to another people and help each other, etc......

Tonigh is my uncle birthday

He has a nice big cake. His daughter takes some pictures and I also help take family picture. I don't eat cake because I don't feel like to eat cake. We don't make a special birthday party. We do sing happy birthday for him. I don't like my birthday come because I'm going be old woman. Today I don't feel like to anyone, I just want go to my room.

Today

Today have a huge snow. I don't have go to school, but I have go to work. My boss just call me that she says today it hurt to take a bus. She talks to me, if I can't take bus and I don't have to go work. My boss is nice woman, she does care about me. Also my coworker she is nice to me, too. I really happy at my work. They like talk to me because I'm young than everyone at work. I will make jock with them. What's why we have fun at work. Today I wake up really late and my uncle doesn't go to work. Later I'm going to shape snow with my young sister, my uncle and my aunt doing together. My aunt takes some of pictures. I don't take any of pictures. My dog is in my room with me. Do you guy have fun and what do you do today?

my partens are unfair

I have two older sisters and one young brother. I'm in 3th and my parents don't care me much. The most important for them to have a boy because they want to continue last mane. This is Chinese clutter. Now I don't them elder and I don't call them most one year. I just want to do something that I have to do. Anyway I came to the United States because I want to have a good future. I don't need them to take care of me. The most of time I don't feel happy in life. I have a lot of pressure. my family, my work and school.

Study English is help you have great future in your life

I'm really thankful that I have Elaine' s class. She is a great teacher that I have ever meet. My English get a lot better and I understand what is she says at the class. I'm happy with her class. Anyway I still need to learn more English because I don't think my English perfect enough. I hope this year I improve my English. I will do my best. I wouldn't waste my time and my money. I just need more time do something about classwork and homework. Sometimes I feel very tried I want to take a nap. Every night I sleep very late another morning I don't pay attention to teacher. I know that is not good for me to learn English in class.

Today I have a bad new at the work

On Sunday I start work at 12:00 am to 7:00 pm, a person tell me about a woman dies by bus accident, but we don't know who she is. We know her father because her father works in our Chinese supermaket. Also it on the newpaper, when I read the newpaper to see what happen to his duaght, my face look sad. I feel bad for her and her family. She is 26 years old and She has older sister in China was married and She has one young brother in the Untied States with their parents. She is a teacher in somewhere in the United States, but I don't know where does she teach. I feel bad for her father because I know some infromation about his family that's why I tell myself how can I do for them? Can you tell me what should I do?

The time go so fast one week is over

I don't have a special week because I don't have somethings interesting for me. Do you have fun on the week? Maybe some of classmate are same with me, work more hours a day. only work and make more money. Anyway I finish my old homework that I have to rewire and tomorrow morning I have to finish my Lab questions because I didn't finish on Friday. I have trouble to understand the questions. That's why I have to time to think and to find the answer. I really need someone help me the problem. think you Now is really late 1:47 Am. I have go to sleep.

I'm really want go to somewhere with my older bother

He is my father's older brother son. I havn' t see him so long ago. Now he cames to Untied States around one year. Sometimes we talk on the phone. Also I want to see him, but I don't have time to vitis him. I like to talk to him because he will make me happy. Everytime I'm feeling sad or upset someone or somethings, he alwasys at my saide talk to me. He knows that I have hard to live in the Untied States and my body not strong enough because everytime work to much another day I will be sick and my whole body is painful.

not fun you know why

This week I have no school and I have go to work more hours. I don't have time to study English and my homework, I know the school work is more important than job. But I need money to pay bill. I work 10 hours a day. Sometimes I feel tired because my whole body is pain and hurt me a lot. I get sick most one month. Another especial today the weather is bad and not so many people come to stort. I have no idea what I'm going to do.

funny that I even see and heard

The funny happened is at the work, only me and another woman. we are cashier in the front. Her mane is Li Ly, she is married and she had a son. Today a man with his child went to our Chinese supermarket and he was going to pay for food. His child called Li Ly mom she and he both felt embarrass. He told his son to stop called her mom because a child wasn't Li Ly son. A child hit his father. I was laugh them because I though it is funny ever. I asked her why a child didn't call me mom. She told that I didn't look like mom.

run with my dog

Yesterday, After cless I went to writing center for help me. After that I took bus home, I was fall asleep on the bus. I was so trier and I had bad heatache. I did wake to check because I had to make sure that get out of bus. when I woke up to check most pass way and then hurry push, bus didn't pass way. Fainally I got out of bus. I went home and brought my dog to run with me. I liked to run with my dog or someone else.

I hope our classmake spend a lettle go to writing center

I like go to writing center because I need someone to help me to writing better. Only once week, you can't go to twice or you can jump in but you have to wait that mean if someone make apartment he/ she doesn't show up and you can jump in mean is your turn. Really I want go to more than that, but I don't know how long I have to wart. I don't want to weak my time. Anyway go to writing center better then you are doing nothing. good luck to everyone.

went to Chinatown with my uncle

I went to Chinatown to cut my hair. I just cut a letter short, but I wasn't really like it. Chinatown had many hair store and there were not expensive. Every Weeks many Chinese people walked around in the street at Chinatown. After that we got and my aunt waited for wished a car. I took food home and I put all food on the refrigerator. Later I had to outside to help my aunt wished a car. She wished outside of the car and I clean inside of car. And then she told me to go eat lunch first. she called me again I said "OK I will came soon". when I walked in the house my aunt and my uncle waited for me had lunch together.

Today I really feel bad because I don't feel good

Every Friday I have go to lab class. especially today I don't feel like go to lab because I have a bad headache. Anyway I go to lab class because I don't want to be ( abuertion). After class I have to take bus go to work and I have to wait a few minuet. I stand bus station, my all body feel cold and I want to keep my body warm and then I jump around in the bus station. But my hand my feet are hurt my so much. I hope tomorrow will better wealth.

Today snow again make people feel sick

I don't feel so good because my throat is hurt me two days already. I don't feel like to talk but I want go to sleep. I have to go to work today. I feel very trier at work. I don't understand why I still get sick every morning I wear hat, gloves, scarf and jacket. Tonight I have to drink medication and then I'm going to sleep. I think that I don't want wake up on early morning. I hope feel better tomorrow.

while family and friends went to Chinese New Year party again

I wore a long dress and highting shoes. Also my older sister helped me makeup. It is my first time makeup. My older sister wore shirt and pans. She drove me and her boyfriend to the party. I sat with My older sister and my older brother and their friends together. My aunt and my uncle sat with their friends. We listened to music and we saw other people danced. Each table had ten people in one table and each table everyone had different number. That mean someone chose a number you had and you would be win. They would give you something for you win. Another things were who wore beautiful clothes or dresses, then each table chose one person go to in front. My brother friend Pike up the number for me to go to front of people to see who are the best. the number are one to ten. I was number two, I didn't what I'm going to do. They would told what we should do. I felt embraces and my face turn to red. They told us to dance and I didn't know how to dance and walk around make some action. When we finished the party, I had go home with my aunt and my uncle car. I walked to my uncle and foot was hurt because it was to high for me. And then I took shoes out of foot, I didn't wear my shoes walked to my uncle car.

Today I take my dog to walk with older brother

After class I went to make a student ID, and then I took a bus home. when I came home, I said " Hi to my aunt and my dog". I brought him to run around in back yard. He is lazy dog because he sleep a lot. I knew he is baby. He only has six months. He likes everyone to play with him. I had to wait my older brother home from work. Everyday, my older brother bring dog to walk around. Especial is today we walk together with our dog. His mane is Onyx the sound like honest but it is not the some.

Today

This morning I didn't check the wealth and I didn't call school. I just went to take bus go to school. Everybody drove car were very slow. There weren't have cars in the parking. After that a police cames to me that he told today school up to 12:30 p.m. I said " Oh my god" " are you kidding me". So I had to go back home. When I go back home, I walked to the Pathmark to buy newspapers it costs 75 cents. Today, wealth are snow, rain and winding. I hate those wealth.

On Friday night I had a Chinese New Year party

Only for who working in the Chinese supermarket went to the Party and they drove me to resturant in flashtion. There had a kalo ok tv I'm sure that spell is right or wrong and you can chose song you like to sing on. My boss sang a lot of song. She enjoyed her song and danced. I didn't sing and dance. I just eta my food and listended to the music. Most Chinese foods are spices in this resturant. I also took some picture, look around, and talked to them. After that my boss gift red admiral for everyone.

yesterday

After school I went to supermarket with my older sister. And then we went home quaickly because we missed our dog's Onyx. He sleep a lot and he like us to play with him. My sister bought Onyx to take a walk and I go with her. We start run together, but Onyx ran very fast. It is not easy to take care of dog. Every time we have to bring Onyx go to backyard. Alought he is cute dog, we like him.